good night

[antistupidpeopl]

today was fucking great. i went the whole day wiht out fighting with jenny. thats always a big plus. she always knows how to make me smile ;). we went to merrimack and saw sean. even tho he is grounded. me and jenny are rebels. we left seans and went birthday shopping for winchell at the mall in manch. jenny got him something and so did i. cuz i am cool like that.

Fall down
Cant pick myself up off the ground
Head down
I see catastrophy
And its right in front of me
Mother father please dont make me choose between you
I love both of you
Mother please, all i want to be is just little me
Father please, all i want to be is your son
No fair
Tresspass the tiny mind of a child
Despair
In my world surrounds me
Its immersed me
Rips right through me
Remember
The day they told me-im so scared
Suffer
My wounds not healing
Mother please, all i want to be is just little me
Father please, all i want to be is your son
Sometimes
In dark my mind will roam
To a time
Ispent alone as a child, as a small boy
Look at what you did to me
See what you did to me
Look at what you did to me
See what you did to me
I died that day
All i want to say
Mother please, all i want to be is a little deep
inside of you
Father please, all i want to be is a little me back
inside of you
What now?
Fuck you!
What now?
Fuck you!
What now?
Fuck!