'I fell in love on a prison ship'
You ask me why I dont post anything anymore,
and its because it can only make it worse to throw bile on the screen,
and rehash all the negative I feel,
all the negative we wade it, all the broken childhoods
which make us rear children with broken childhoods
I fell in love, I certainly did
but love on a prison ship, restrictive and collapsing
the binary of power ever present, and suffocating
our brains and our moods controlled by past experiences
and all they do is make us relive our patterns
pretending we have no control, because control would denote culpability
and being responsible is the scariest thing
responsible for yourself, the kids and your love
responsible for your ex, your reactions and your struggles
responsibility for for your self imposed restrictions
and yeh I have those too, we all do......
fuck i cant write anymore.
and its because it can only make it worse to throw bile on the screen,
and rehash all the negative I feel,
all the negative we wade it, all the broken childhoods
which make us rear children with broken childhoods
I fell in love, I certainly did
but love on a prison ship, restrictive and collapsing
the binary of power ever present, and suffocating
our brains and our moods controlled by past experiences
and all they do is make us relive our patterns
pretending we have no control, because control would denote culpability
and being responsible is the scariest thing
responsible for yourself, the kids and your love
responsible for your ex, your reactions and your struggles
responsibility for for your self imposed restrictions
and yeh I have those too, we all do......
fuck i cant write anymore.