Oct 04, 2006 13:34
so its raining outside, so ive elected to just hunker down and hang out in my room, maybe play some guitar later, but I hate playing guitar when the roomates are around,I think they just think its all noise ... hmm .. I live in a world that has a different vocabulary than I am used to, and words I use to describe me and myself are either non-exhistent or seem to display different meanings.
I keep finding fun and good music to fuel my life, so thats helping with alot of things, im meeting some people, and still reading about yiddish. The other nite I watched a vhs tape I got from the library entitled: "The Jewish Anarchist" it was really great, and added some insight, ideas and words to help me understandd where and what I want to be and ultimately am; "Im a jew, that doesnt mean I beleive in some god with a beard, Im a secular jew." My people if their ever where any. Its at points like this that I doubt if Ill ever find my place in this word, but I dont doubt that if I dont I will carve one out.
Ithaca has been treating me well, a few crazy experiences, but I suppose that is to be expected. I certinaly miss everyone back at the burgh, but when I get a chance I will head up there, and see everyone, hopefully not in NOV when everyone is gone to visit their respective famalies. And as you all know their is always an open invitation for you to come visit me, I have a waterfall.