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Today is officially Melody's Birthday, eventhough this last 4 days in Chicago kinda felt like one big birthday and Im really excited about it.
I dont think I could have possibley had any more fun on that trip than I did, or that I could love someone anymore than I do Melody.
Since I dont pretend like I have a healthy relationship with the people who brought me into this world, nor do I pretend that those same people are sane and good people like other do so often.....there is no let mommy and daddy take me all over the world and other rich bitch vacations. So, I make things happen on my own because im not a little kid and grew out of that mentality a long time ago, even though I still was a little kid. I didnt want waste money to go see a bunch of copout bands play at a copout punk fest also known as "warped tour" and I decided Chicago would be a lot better than doing the standard thing of going to the beach or trying to go to another fest. Already made plans to be back for the NA half-union in September.
Things Im Glad Melody doesnt do and/or isnt:
-First and foremost, Im glad she doesnt do the internet thing. The last thing I could ever possibley want is another one of those dumbcunts, Ive see and hear about enough sheep doing that daily.
-She doesnt think she is tough because of who she hangs around, and there are people who fucking handle business surrounding us straight up (and I dont mean hardcore wannabees) everyday, and she just like me doesnt think that makes her above anyone nor does she rely on others to handle her own shit.
-RUN HER MOUTH like all these other loudmouths who say things on the internet that they will NEVER say to someone face to face 1 on 1. (you can act as tough as you fucking want, but I know youre weak). There are girls who dont mess around, your mouth catches up to you whether you want it to or not, its inevitable. Id hate to have someone ruin my day because of what I say on the internet of all places.....
-Need a bunch of petty shit to make her feel like she is someone. (IE an emblem or label on her polo or shoe or car or laptop or life)
-Doesnt pretend to be A LOT OF FUCKING THINGS that she isn't, and certainly doesnt change what she is into depending on who she is hanging around or DATING.
-She's never put a band in her top 8 that she's never heard.
....on a finishing note if anyone (guy or girl) ever fucks with Melody I swear on my life I'll bury you where you fucking sleep you dumb motherfuckers.
Things arent the same, and haven't been for a long time. I have decided that I will also never have any sort of arguement or anything on the internet because everything's evidence nowadays....
ALLENG
Now I'm gonna put you to the test
Don't look for help
It's just you and me
One on one, and then we'll see.
I dont think I could have possibley had any more fun on that trip than I did, or that I could love someone anymore than I do Melody.
Since I dont pretend like I have a healthy relationship with the people who brought me into this world, nor do I pretend that those same people are sane and good people like other do so often.....there is no let mommy and daddy take me all over the world and other rich bitch vacations. So, I make things happen on my own because im not a little kid and grew out of that mentality a long time ago, even though I still was a little kid. I didnt want waste money to go see a bunch of copout bands play at a copout punk fest also known as "warped tour" and I decided Chicago would be a lot better than doing the standard thing of going to the beach or trying to go to another fest. Already made plans to be back for the NA half-union in September.
Things Im Glad Melody doesnt do and/or isnt:
-First and foremost, Im glad she doesnt do the internet thing. The last thing I could ever possibley want is another one of those dumbcunts, Ive see and hear about enough sheep doing that daily.
-She doesnt think she is tough because of who she hangs around, and there are people who fucking handle business surrounding us straight up (and I dont mean hardcore wannabees) everyday, and she just like me doesnt think that makes her above anyone nor does she rely on others to handle her own shit.
-RUN HER MOUTH like all these other loudmouths who say things on the internet that they will NEVER say to someone face to face 1 on 1. (you can act as tough as you fucking want, but I know youre weak). There are girls who dont mess around, your mouth catches up to you whether you want it to or not, its inevitable. Id hate to have someone ruin my day because of what I say on the internet of all places.....
-Need a bunch of petty shit to make her feel like she is someone. (IE an emblem or label on her polo or shoe or car or laptop or life)
-Doesnt pretend to be A LOT OF FUCKING THINGS that she isn't, and certainly doesnt change what she is into depending on who she is hanging around or DATING.
-She's never put a band in her top 8 that she's never heard.
....on a finishing note if anyone (guy or girl) ever fucks with Melody I swear on my life I'll bury you where you fucking sleep you dumb motherfuckers.
Things arent the same, and haven't been for a long time. I have decided that I will also never have any sort of arguement or anything on the internet because everything's evidence nowadays....
ALLENG
Now I'm gonna put you to the test
Don't look for help
It's just you and me
One on one, and then we'll see.