Notes: Oh look, it's another fanmix for Chelsea!verse. This one is the one chock full of family feels, along with a few songs that didn't quite fit into Patrick's previous mix since, y'know, that one was seeped in the emotions of "Running Out of Air." Essentially, this mix is for Patrick in the main story of Chelsea!verse and is meant for his families. It's also probably a lot happier in tone than the other three mixes. (Erm, well, it gets there?)
Jonny, surprisingly, kept himself out of my mix construction process. I didn't realize that was the case until I'd more or less finished it. All the more surprising since this is the dude that wouldn't shut the fuck up as I was making Patrick's "Running Out of Air" mix, all "I need one, too! I will tell you things if you make me one!" (This fact also amuses/intrigues me, considering everything going on in Part 3 of Cheslea!verse.) As a result, this mix is still very much limited to Patrick and his sense of family. Therefore, you should expect feels related to (heh) Donna Kane, Liz Garza, Patrick and Abby Sharp, Chelsea Kane, and Patrick Kane himself. (Love you, loser.)
We're moving from post-Madison to some vague point in the story, probably early Part 3. Maybe late Part 2. I'm not sure. Jonny complicates everything. I hesitate to say it goes through Part 3 simply because of how Jonny impacts the family dynamic, but saying this only goes through Part 2 doesn't feel right either. Hm.
All these mixes for Chelsea!verse would not be possible without captainfantoewstic @ tumblr as a sounding board and cheerleader during my crises of confidence. You're the best, Amy. Shoutout to staygold-kanerboy @ tumblr for lending encouragement, as well. Y'all helped a lot.
Songs might be added to this mix over the next few weeks. There are a few niggling at the back of my brain, asking to be included, but they won't, y'know, tell me their name or their artist or more than a wisp of a lyric so it's slow-going. Songs, man. But I feel comfortable putting this out there now, because it already feels complete to me.
P.S. Does anyone want me to put these mixes together for downloading on top of streaming? If so, would you prefer a .zip file or individual song downloads? Both? Let me know. Done! Let me know if the links ever die and I'll re-upload them.
Anyway, here we go:
'Patrick's going to get better.'
COMES AND GOES (IN WAVES) - GREG LASWELL
This one's for the ones who stand
For the ones who try again
For the ones who need a hand
For the ones who think they can
'Liz is gone.'
THE DAYLIGHT - ANDREW BELLE
Oh I should sing a little bit faster
I'm to blame for this disaster
I'm repairing my heart for you
Oh I should breathe a little bit softer
Oxygen reminds me I lost her
.
'And Pat gets it: she is the reprimanding mom,
he's her wayward son. But Pat doesn't want to play
this game anymore.'
...
"We don't need fixing."
UPWARD OVER THE MOUNTAIN - IRON & WINEMother, don't worry
I've got a coat and some friends on the corner
Mother, don't worry
She's got a garden we're planting together
'Pat's mom raised his sisters to be women;
she raised Pat to call her.'
SEA LION - SAGE FRANCIS FT. WILL OLDHAM & SAUL WILLIAMS
Ma, Ma, look what I did, Ma
Look what I did to my hands
I broke 'em
You gave me the stone
Gave me the chisel
But didn't say how to hold 'em
"Hi, Chelsea," he says. "I'm Pat."
MR. NOVEMBER* - THE NATIONAL
I used to be carried in the arms of cheerleaders
Oh I won't fuck us over
I'm Mr. November
I'm Mr. November
I won't fuck us over
For Abby & Patrick Sharp, helping in so many ways.
BRAVE - GAVIN MIKHAIL
I listen as you say,
"I'm proud of who you've become
And the person you will be tomorrow
And I know I would give anything up for you"
"Is this a sun? A yellow sun? Oh my god, it's beautiful."
ZOE JANE - STAIND
I wanna hold you
Protect you from all of the things
I've already endured
I wanna show you
Show you all the things
That this life has in store for you
'Chelsea starts to bawl.
'It's nothing like her earlier sobs. She sits
herself on the couch, looks directly
at him as she cries through her time-out.
"I love you so much," he tells her after, rocking
her on the couch. "So much, babyface.
Okay?" Chelsea nods against his chest.'
THE BAD DAYS - DAVID RAMIREZ
There's gonna be days when the love is so thin
The days are a game that we just can't win
There's gonna be days you might wanna be free
There's gonna be days when you hate me
Now Pat has Chelsea,
and that apartment's not so empty, is it?
INDIAN MOON - STATE RADIO
You're my present, my future
My lesson, my teacher
Oh, my world is still
You're my guard, you're my guide
In my life I confide
To ever shelter your will
on 8tracks download*If you're not familiar with the term, "Mr. November" is another way of calling yourself clutch. It originated in baseball, referring to Derek Jeter's "postseason heroics." (Wiki's words, not mine, don't kill me, Bostonians.)
And with that, I pronounce my feelings about this verse to have been sufficiently vented. Ta da~ ♥