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Ah, it has been such a long day. I miss my Keegan so much and this is the first time in a really long time that I haven't stayed up all night talking to him. I miss it a lot. I'm starting to figure him out a little. I mean, I love him no matter what and I don't feel sorry for him I just want what is best for the love of my life. He has had such a hard time and I want him to be happy with me. I know that I will always do my best to make him happy. I love him so much. I hope that I will be able to keep him forever. That's really all I want to do now, is make the best life possible for my love.
It makes me feel better that his siblings like me. I don't understand his dad at all and I'm not going to try to understand him in any way. His mom seems really nice and always hugs me when she sees me but Keegan says it's all an act. But I'll just accept whatever is happening at the time. Cameron is an idiot. I really like his fiance tho, Katie, she is really really nice. Chris and Miranda are so sweet. They like me and want Keegan to keep me cause I'm nice. That made me feel good. But Megan and Dan are definitley my favorite. They are so nice and funny. I can tell that they love Keegan and want to be there for him and he needs more people like that in his life. That's what I'm trying to be but I can't fill it all.