I NEVER FUCKING WANT TO DRINK AGAIN
I couldn't be more disgusted with myself. I hope I have the sense to never drink again. I ruin myself. And for what? I've worked so hard to be healthy, to be beautiful, to feel young, to straighten my life out. And I drink. And I eat shitty food? For what?
I hate myself because I should love myself.
I never want to fucking drink again.
I want to issue and apology to myself. I'm so sorry for what I've done. I hope I learn.
It's not like drinking is that fucking fun. I turn into an idiot. I stop being eloquent.
God, I hate myself right now.
I hate myself because I should love myself.
I never want to fucking drink again.
I want to issue and apology to myself. I'm so sorry for what I've done. I hope I learn.
It's not like drinking is that fucking fun. I turn into an idiot. I stop being eloquent.
God, I hate myself right now.