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Why Can't I get over what chris said to me? Why do words always have to leave an imprint on my life. He's just one guy and no-one else seemed to care, I mean yeah it was bad but everyone forgave me brush it off knew it was an accident but he said that i wasn't a serious performer, maybe he's right, maybe he told me something that people in Opera wanted to tell me. Maybe if I just shut up don't talk to anyone the next time i perform then i'll be ok . My personality is just annoying. Maybe I haven't been a serious performer. It was only him that seemed to think that, everyone else thought I did awesome? It's what he said will be like carved in my heart for the rest of my life. I can't even dance now without hearing " You're not a serious performer"
"Just because someone may not like you in one place , doesn't mean there isn't 10 people in the other place that absolutely love you"
Why can't I believe that? Why do i let one person ruin my life. Ugh. I don't see that maurio everyone sees, I see this annoying maurio that can never find true love in his life b/c of my weight. I wish I could see it. 4 DAYS UNTIL I FUCKING MOVE IN
"Just because someone may not like you in one place , doesn't mean there isn't 10 people in the other place that absolutely love you"
Why can't I believe that? Why do i let one person ruin my life. Ugh. I don't see that maurio everyone sees, I see this annoying maurio that can never find true love in his life b/c of my weight. I wish I could see it. 4 DAYS UNTIL I FUCKING MOVE IN