Mar 17, 2004 08:23
Today is another day. actually, its st patricks day and i forgot to wear green. Silly me. I'm really bored and the shift key on this keyboard is a pos. let me rephrase. this keyboard is a pos. i want to play chez geek. lisa should start bringing it to school so we can play it during lunch and stuff. it seems all that forum bs has blown over. i was worried daley was going to be angry or something, but he i think he feels the same way i do. i mean i tried to talk to him last night online (my dad cut me off :( ) and it sounds like he thinks he loves me, but since hes never been in a relationship before, he has no...basis i suppose. I mean, i think i know what love feels like, but i also think that its a different feeling with each person. i really wanted to tell Daley that i loved him last night, but i didnt want to pressure him into saying it when he might not have felt the same way. I told him this, and he said hes been thinking about it. i just..i dunno. sometimes i just want to be with him forever. i fall in love too easily. i didnt love sam, though i may have told him so. i loved devin, i dont think i loved dane. even if i did, i sure as hell dont now. i could care less about him. devin..i dont know, i still have feelings for him, but i dont want to because it interferes with Daley. OMFG this shift key is so crappy. You know whos annoying? SAmantha sprague. she has such an obnoxious laugh. though i probably do too, i dont really care, bc she is a fat annoying biznatch.i really hope this goes through.