the only broken hearted loser you`ll even Need.
I kinda broke down tonight... nothin is the same. nothing at alll. friends and family are allll mested up w/me right now. i feel like people are lieing to me. about something i dont no what but something. i hate that feeling more then anything.... I just wish things chould get better. but i no they wont. i no they 4sure wont. im sorry to all of you i have ever hurt/ or done anything to. i hate all this. yah there are some people i have no desire to be friends w/ agane. and trust me you all know who you are. i feel like i should just give up in everything,and then part of me is saying stay in there dont be lame. i feel like the people who say they care dont. and the people are say there my friend arnt. but then there are a few of you, that holy shit you guys are AMZING! but i feel like some of you whould be like that w/me if i whould let it happen.holy hell i dont no what to do.im so lost. but then i come back,but then im gone agane. like last nite when i was w/sam and Kayla I had fun. It was a nice night. But then I went home. Holy hell did so much shit happen. I was about to fucking walk out. And I think I just might. Yes walk out on my family. Nothing has come good out of this shit. Im so confused with all this. I just don’t know what to think, what to say, even what to do i really just think i need to go. go far away from all this, or i want to. im done,nothing comes out of what i might try to help w/or anything. im done with it allllllllllll. damnit.
if u want to no if im done w/you call me.
mylifeyermovie18: and i love you so much i would kill myself if you died that is how much i love you!
I luv that girl sooo much!