i wish you where hear.
I got this from someones LJ but i love it and it explanes EVERYTHING right now!
It’s kinda sad that I have learned to deal with things like this.
Being strong means being heartless.
If you run away from me, I’m not r n i g after you.
u n n
If you turn away from this, don’t look back.
If you go, then I'll forget you.
When you’re gone, I won’t miss you.
I’m sorry, that’s just the way I’ve learned to deal with a broken heart,
and broken promises.
It’s been a long time since I’ve seen you and longer since we’ve talked,
And the last thing that I said was I had nothing to say.
You said the only way is to r u n a w a y.
If I could only get my head above the water for a moment of your time.
But you seem so strong and I can’t hold my breath for long.
Have you ever tried to scream underwater?
You’ll choke, you’ll choke.
You always said I had a hard time saying what’s on my mind.
Well, here it goes:
I hate you for what you’ve done to me.
I will miss you, miss you my friend.
And I can’t tell you lies,
Even after all these years - I still cry.
Standing on my doorstep in the rain
Make-up running d
o
w
n your face.
You look so good right now
You had to be so strong and I had to be so useless
I’m always fucking useless, useless without you.
I am sorry if I’m giving up too easy,
I just don’t have the strength to fight no more.
I'll forget your bitter taste, when you pull your lips away.
I'll forget the way you feel, and the chill of your embrace.
I'll forget the way you look, don’t wanna remember your face.
But When I look at you there is so much hate.
Love your broken harted loser