There are books. About us.
There's a hack writer named Chuck who is, according to Castiel, a "prophet of the Lord".
He knows things about me I haven't even told my brother that even Dean wouldn't know, without the stupid virus.
Everybody tells me what I'm doing is wrong. They ask me, like a question, don't you know what you're doing is wrong?
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I understand the whole "don't wanna let someone else carry all the burden" bit, but going as far as drinkin' demon blood? If you know it's not a good thing, then don't do it, genius.
And believe me, you can help without havin' to resort to those kind of things.
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My world is running out of time. Even the angels don't seem to have any kind of plan for stopping it besides telling my brother it's all up to him.
I'm not going to just sit by when what I'm doing is working.
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I'm not saying that you can just sit on the sidelines. My world's been in more near-Apocalypse situations than you could probably count. But isn't there any other way you can do somethin' without putting your own soul in danger? I've seen decent guys use the power they've been given for twisted reasons, I don't want to see it happen again.
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Wait a minute... you're part demon?
Before I found out about what happened to me, I didn't think that was even possible, so... how is it for you?
Because. If you can actually understand...
It would be good to have someone to talk to about this. Someone who knows what it's like.
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Yeah. I actually found out during the last of the near-end of the world fights I mentioned. Turns out that I've got some stupid thing called an ativism or somethin'. The gene's been in my family for a long time, but it didn't activate until I died.
Ffff, look at me, pourin' my soul out to some random guy. Tch, I must be getting soft in my experiences. [Lets out a small chuckle]
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Yeah, okay. Look I'm sorry, I'm not trying to pry into your life or anything. I'm assuming we're from different worlds, different rules. But in a way, it sounds weirdly similar. Different details.
My mother made a deal with a demon before I was born, to bring my dad back from the dead. The deal was that the demon would come back in a certain number of years and if no one disturbed it, she'd never know it had been there.
She did walk in on it though. It was feeding me demon blood. I was six months old.
The demon killed her.
Anyway, eventually I started seeing visions.
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....shit, man. I'm pretty sure we are, considering where I'm stuck at right now.
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The best I can do is that I recognize your Demon Plane isn't the same thing as what we call Hell.
The demons I'm talking about, the ones we fight, are not from the Makai.
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So more like the demons that Trish and Dante have dealt with. Literally from Hell.
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But it still kind of helps a little, just talking about it without getting yelled at.
Or without having the person yelling looking at me like I'm some kind of monster, or about to become one.
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If you don't mind me asking, that is.
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