do you know what i'm doing now? not using my windpipe.
i walked around wal-mart for a good ten minutes before i felt a draft and realized my genitals were displayed. i've been really lazy about laundry and going without boxers for 6 days and that's what happened. i forgot about my fly and my shit wasn't just visible, it was out. in a store. my car died permanently. i have a back-up but it's going to take time to get all the paperwork ready for it and fix it and my parents are as lazy as me so i'm extorting money and aid from them. i have dirt on them that can't really get out and they're such bums. i guess i should feel bad about it but i really don't. i realized the other night that you can die anywhere at all and no matter how much you love the person next to you, that kinda sucks. i'm tired of living with these human failures and damning myself to an inheritance of mediocrity. fuck my parents.