He's a Tramp: Opening [Toshimasa Hara]
Title: He’s a Tramp
Author: AntikuCafekko
Disclaimer: In no way do I neither own, nor am I associated in any way, shape or form with Dir en Grey. I take no claim to anything belonging to or associating with them. I do not take claim to any songs, lyrics or quotes that may be read anywhere in any of my stories. I only own the plot and story. This was not written for profit nor am I making profit from it.
Chapter(s): --
Genre: Het
Rated: Doesn’t have one yet.
Characters: Alice, Amara, Die, Kana, Kaoru, Kyo, Mayu, Sachi, Shinya, Toshiya,
Pairings: Alice x Kaoru, Amara x Die, Kana x Toshiya, Kyo x Sachi, Mayu x Shinya
Warnings: None for the moment.
He’s a Tramp
Opening Sequence
His hands closed around mine and his lips smiled warmly upon me; I could feel my heart fluttering in my chest. There was something about his smile that made me weak in the knees. He had been so mysterious when I met him at the beginning of summer; so quiet and kept to himself. I wonder if he would have started talking to me so much if I hadn’t been brave, for once in my life, to make small talk with him.
“I’m going to miss you, Kana.”
I frowned when he spoke up. Miss me? Where was he going? He finally opened up to me; he’s the sweetest guy I know. Now, he’s leaving? I didn’t want to cry yet.
“Miss me? Toshi… what do you mean?”
I could see those beautiful lips of his turning down, his eyes closing. He wasn’t even going to look at me? I could feel tears beginning to sting my eyes, and I held a little more tightly onto his hands.
“Kana, I can’t stay here. I have a job to do, it is making me leave.”
His eyes opened slightly to look into mine.
“Toshiya… you’re talking like you’re never going to come back,”
“I’ll come back, Kana,” His fingers pulled from mine, swiping a stray lock of hair behind my ear. His gentle smile returning for a few seconds before it faded, “I just don’t know when.”
I felt as if all the sadness in the world washed over me at once; it even felt cold all of a sudden. This man, this man I have grown to have a crush on, he is leaving me now. I felt tears brim my eyelids.
“But you will come back, right?” My voice came as nothing more than a soft whisper.
“Of course I will come back,”
His thumb caressed my cheek momentarily, but I didn’t feel so reassured. I just didn’t want him to leave yet. I never even told him how I much I liked him. I wanted to be with him so much longer before something had to pull us away like this. What did he do, anyway? That would make him have to leave like this? His lips connecting to my forehead snapped me out of my sorrow-full thoughts and I looked up to him.
“I have to go now, Kana. But I will be back some day.”
His lips moved with his words against my forehead; I could feel a couple of my tears escape my urges to hold them in and they trailed down my cheek. His face pulled back, looking at me. The sudden pained look in his chocolate eyes saddened me more; I could feel my lip involuntarily quiver.
“I promise, Kana. I’ll be back.” He whispered, planting his promise in the form of a kiss against my cheek before he turned and walked down the opposite street.
I had wanted to call him back, to hold him before he left me for who knows how long. I wanted to be held by him, to feel him kiss my forehead and my cheek the way he always did to comfort me. I wanted him to whisper to me a little more before he left me like this. I wanted… so much more before he walked out of my life.
I watched him blend into the crowd of people bustling about in this lunch hour before I leaned against the building. Looking up at the sky; the sun shone brightly even as the white clouds passed over it. I could feel more tears falling in vain desire of his return.
“I’ll miss you too, Toshiya.”