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I've been trying to pack for the past 2 hours, and the product has been one suitcase with my shoes, towels, and not even half my clothes. That's it. I'm really not in the packing mood. Well, I'm never really in the packing mood. I feel like my life, since last august, has been a constant parade of packing and unpacking, deciding what clothes I'm going to wear 3 days in advance and trying to figure out how much stuff I can fit in my tiny little closet they call a dorm room. I suppose I could go home less often, or buy two of everything.....I think I'm starting to understand how divorced kids feel. Not compleatly of course, but at least the whole two homes thing.
I can't decide if I want to go back to school or not. On the one hand, I'm getting kinda bored here, and sick of some of my so called friends who I've grown apart from. But on the other hand, I really love having my own room, real food, income from my job, and no homework. I'm really not looking forward to getting back into the whole "school" thing. I'm really nervous about joining IMPACT, what if I'm not smart enough or driven enough. But I know I would hate myself if I don't try. My nervousness about IMPACT is compounded with my nervousness about Great Ideas, which is causing me to ignore the fact that I have to move back in tomorrow and go to class the next day and AARRGG!!
I do miss the people at college. I want to go back just for them ;)
I can't decide if I want to go back to school or not. On the one hand, I'm getting kinda bored here, and sick of some of my so called friends who I've grown apart from. But on the other hand, I really love having my own room, real food, income from my job, and no homework. I'm really not looking forward to getting back into the whole "school" thing. I'm really nervous about joining IMPACT, what if I'm not smart enough or driven enough. But I know I would hate myself if I don't try. My nervousness about IMPACT is compounded with my nervousness about Great Ideas, which is causing me to ignore the fact that I have to move back in tomorrow and go to class the next day and AARRGG!!
I do miss the people at college. I want to go back just for them ;)