long entry, song then words.
~burning sensless senses~
my insides are on fire
so many memories igniting in my mind
i want you dead
i want you to burn like i do
i want you to bleed like i have
i cannot fathom
the damage you caused
no apologies no acts of kindness
you chewed and screwed
right through me
i want you dead
i want you to burn like i do
i want you to bleed like i have
as they put you in pavement
i still feel unreconciled
you have so much more to suffer for
you know what you did
i wish the stars would fall
and fucking incinerate your very being
i want you dead
i want you to burn like i do
i want you to bleed like i have
ashes to ashes
choke on your past
ashes to ashes
i hope you suffer
ashes to ashes
i want someone to destroy you like you did me
i want you dead
i want you to burn like i do
i want you to bleed like i have
-------------------------------------------copyright JAMmusic/JellyfishSchoolyardProject2006
i feel like every ounce of hatred for everything that happened is just now coming out now. ive been such an asshole to people the past week, but i guess you can only contain things for so long.
my stepsister and brother graduated finally, and unlike the failure that i am :) theyre both going to college, which is good. i mean granted i now have a steady job in a good field, but i definitely did it the hard way which i didnt want them to have to go through, so i hope they learned from my mistakes.
also i need to get out of my house. everyone is fucking miserable all the time and even as a neutral party in all the conflicts i cant deal with it anymore. so hopefully i can find something worthwhile to live in soon.
i finally bought my third engine, this one being the ONE. im gonna build this one to be a beast, with around 350-400hp at the wheels, AKA ill be able to stomp most muscle cars when im done, due to the fact that my car is onle around 2000lbs. hehehe rednecks be warned!!!
my insides are on fire
so many memories igniting in my mind
i want you dead
i want you to burn like i do
i want you to bleed like i have
i cannot fathom
the damage you caused
no apologies no acts of kindness
you chewed and screwed
right through me
i want you dead
i want you to burn like i do
i want you to bleed like i have
as they put you in pavement
i still feel unreconciled
you have so much more to suffer for
you know what you did
i wish the stars would fall
and fucking incinerate your very being
i want you dead
i want you to burn like i do
i want you to bleed like i have
ashes to ashes
choke on your past
ashes to ashes
i hope you suffer
ashes to ashes
i want someone to destroy you like you did me
i want you dead
i want you to burn like i do
i want you to bleed like i have
-------------------------------------------copyright JAMmusic/JellyfishSchoolyardProject2006
i feel like every ounce of hatred for everything that happened is just now coming out now. ive been such an asshole to people the past week, but i guess you can only contain things for so long.
my stepsister and brother graduated finally, and unlike the failure that i am :) theyre both going to college, which is good. i mean granted i now have a steady job in a good field, but i definitely did it the hard way which i didnt want them to have to go through, so i hope they learned from my mistakes.
also i need to get out of my house. everyone is fucking miserable all the time and even as a neutral party in all the conflicts i cant deal with it anymore. so hopefully i can find something worthwhile to live in soon.
i finally bought my third engine, this one being the ONE. im gonna build this one to be a beast, with around 350-400hp at the wheels, AKA ill be able to stomp most muscle cars when im done, due to the fact that my car is onle around 2000lbs. hehehe rednecks be warned!!!