I like Kat
Emily said I need to cheer up. I told her that actually, Im even more unbearable when I am happy.
I want to hate Whitney. I really do. It would make things easier. What I do hate legitimately is seeing her all the time. I hate how she is always at the apartment. I hate how she and I are now friends with the same people. And I really hate how I was the one who introduced them to each other.
And yet, I look forward to her coming over. When she says my name, I get excited and cling to her words and hope she'll say something good, but my name is always followed by "can you pass that ____?"
And she said she thinks of me as an older brother. I hate that too. She shouldn't feel that way with the way I feel. I hate it. Grr.
Anyway, I'm trying to move on.
I like Kat, the Dennys waitress. If anyone happens to see her, put in a good word for your old pal John.
I dont think she likes me or anything, but just liking someone other than Whitney would help my feel better, and help me get over her. And it would be really, really nice to start fresh with someone new and exciting, someone I don't have a long, complicated history with. I have no idea how I would go about getting with her or anything. But. Yeah. I think she's really cute. And hot. So.
We'll se what happens. Look, I am being optomistic! Un-characteristically, though not overly optomistic, according to Misha. Yes.
Kat is cute.
I want to hate Whitney. I really do. It would make things easier. What I do hate legitimately is seeing her all the time. I hate how she is always at the apartment. I hate how she and I are now friends with the same people. And I really hate how I was the one who introduced them to each other.
And yet, I look forward to her coming over. When she says my name, I get excited and cling to her words and hope she'll say something good, but my name is always followed by "can you pass that ____?"
And she said she thinks of me as an older brother. I hate that too. She shouldn't feel that way with the way I feel. I hate it. Grr.
Anyway, I'm trying to move on.
I like Kat, the Dennys waitress. If anyone happens to see her, put in a good word for your old pal John.
I dont think she likes me or anything, but just liking someone other than Whitney would help my feel better, and help me get over her. And it would be really, really nice to start fresh with someone new and exciting, someone I don't have a long, complicated history with. I have no idea how I would go about getting with her or anything. But. Yeah. I think she's really cute. And hot. So.
We'll se what happens. Look, I am being optomistic! Un-characteristically, though not overly optomistic, according to Misha. Yes.
Kat is cute.