just a rant

[antigreen]

i am aware that i dont have straight As or do sports or have astronomical SAT scores or rich parents and i am not unique or any of that crap that gets you ahead in life. but i think that i'm a strong person. i've been strong enough to get through more shit than a lot of people have dealt with in their lives, and i can handle anything else anyone wants to throw at me now. i'm not too stupid to figure things out by myself, and i don't just give up on shit. i am just really tired of being looked down upon, or underappreciated, or taken for granted. i don't want sympathy, and i don't like to be patronized, so i don't like to tell people about things that i'm dealing with. if that's what it takes to be comforted, then i suppose i'll find comfort somewhere else.

what i need is a big fat reset button, so i can go back to becoming the person i want to be without anyone trying to fix it

theres too much good to let the bad take over