she is too fond of books, and it has turned her brain
the one thing that sucks about choir is that every year we have to start new. by my fourth year, i am a bit tired of being the tolerant one when it comes to freshmen. i don't think i have any left anymore though, so i am just a total bitch about it and i don't care what they say. they waste time, and if they don't want to be there, then they don't have to. but i happen to want to be there very much. i am ready for a little maturity. i'm also pretty sick of the people in there that pretend to know what they're doing but they're clearly scared as hell. it's okay to be vulnerable, as long as you don't try to fool anyone.
i think i miss luke very much even though i saw him like 2 days ago. apparently i'm that pathetic.
now that i am done with my applications, i am allowed at least a month of sweet, uninformed and hopeful bliss. i don't have many worries these days. i know they will come and bite me in the ass pretty soon, though.
i've said it before and i'll say it again: i love the feeling like everyday is completely new and so many things can happen. that's kind of how i feel now...it's completely undiscovered territory, being a senior and having such possibilities before me to choose from. it's a wonderful feeling.
i am trying not to get too annoyed with things that usually piss me off. i never found it this hard to be an angry person. well, if it counts for anything...the smell of pot still makes me want to barf.
hokay time to read or something.
i think i miss luke very much even though i saw him like 2 days ago. apparently i'm that pathetic.
now that i am done with my applications, i am allowed at least a month of sweet, uninformed and hopeful bliss. i don't have many worries these days. i know they will come and bite me in the ass pretty soon, though.
i've said it before and i'll say it again: i love the feeling like everyday is completely new and so many things can happen. that's kind of how i feel now...it's completely undiscovered territory, being a senior and having such possibilities before me to choose from. it's a wonderful feeling.
i am trying not to get too annoyed with things that usually piss me off. i never found it this hard to be an angry person. well, if it counts for anything...the smell of pot still makes me want to barf.
hokay time to read or something.