im on fire for you, clearly
i think that i am a pretty selfish person. i try to make up for it in other ways, but it's there nonetheless. i don't know how to change it. it's not something i want to be, though. i don't know where the line is between being excessively selfish and just being selfish like human beings inherently are.
some of my best memories have come from just hanging around and talking. it's plenty entertaining. i think i am just always kind of worried that other people aren't entertained, so i can't just relax. but just sitting on a bench downtown today talking and playing that stupid game that gave me bruises all over my body was fun enough for me.
when it comes to all of this schoolwork, i wish we just had more time to live out one more year of adolescence before we become adults. i have a lot to pack into this year.
i am going to be 18 next month. oh boy.
despite all the pressure and shit right now, i think i'm really happy.
my song is love, is love unknown
and i've got to get that message home.
some of my best memories have come from just hanging around and talking. it's plenty entertaining. i think i am just always kind of worried that other people aren't entertained, so i can't just relax. but just sitting on a bench downtown today talking and playing that stupid game that gave me bruises all over my body was fun enough for me.
when it comes to all of this schoolwork, i wish we just had more time to live out one more year of adolescence before we become adults. i have a lot to pack into this year.
i am going to be 18 next month. oh boy.
despite all the pressure and shit right now, i think i'm really happy.
my song is love, is love unknown
and i've got to get that message home.