Jun 21, 2006 19:20
all i can think about is the heat. it is such a bitch. it's nice sometimes but i'm already pretty tired of it. i just need to swim more i guess.
sign language was okay today. we learned how to count and say who/what/where/when/how and stuff. and we practiced making f/s flow more, which is actually pretty hard.
i went to work and was really hungry so i just ate a bunch of bread while i made people's sandwiches. fresh baked baguettes are awesome.
my mom told me that my dad was angry because he got "laid off to three days a week". at first i just heard her said "laid off" and my heart was in my stomach, but then i asked her what and she said it again. it's not like i'm poor or anything, but this is not going to be good. it's not going to be enough money. i guess the only thing i can do is keep on doing what i'm doing, working and supporting myself with the money i make. and maybe help out more around the house or something.
i don't know if i'm just crazy or not but it seems like everywhere i go i keep getting these signs that are like JUST DO THIS, and it's making me heartsick because i don't have the guts to do this, but it's like everything is telling me to. that probably doesn't make sense if you don't know what i'm talking about, which nobody does. but anyway. yeah. it's crazy. it's like in the music i listen to and the fortune cookie i read the other day and the movies i watch and just weird things people say to me. it's so weird. maybe i'm just going crazy.
k well. i'm gonna go do something else.