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i always feel like people are embarassed to hangout with me or something.
so i spent my fabulous day off laying around. it was kind of lame, but it's never felt so good to sleep in. i watched all the sex and the city episodes that were on demand. i almost went shopping, but decided i was too lazy. then i went to adel's with my family for dinner and my best friend dan managsrneila was there. (i don't know how to spell his last name.)
i think we have mr. brown on monday again, so we'll finish the breakfast club. my need to play piano is really getting to me. i mean, i can figure out how to play songs on pianos, but it takes me a while. i can pretty much just find C on it, and go from there. but it would be a lot easier for me, nefi, and hayley to learn this song if one of us could play piano. plus..i wouldn't mind doing my own accompanyment for a solo. that'd be cool.
my mask in ceramics came out of the bisque kiln, but its ears broke off, so i had to file them down. they're just kind of nubs now, but octavio helped me paint it all cool so it's okay. i've gotten a lot of compliments on it, which is cool.
i never understood how people could get pissed off for getting a B in a class..but i had a B in math and i pushed it up to a B+, and then i took a test that i thought i did really good on..and i ended up missing 3 problems, which apparently was enough to bring my grade back down to a B. it pissed me off so much because i could have so easily pushed it up to an A.
what pisses me off even more, though, is that i care so much. what the hell is a grade? seriously. what the hell does it say about a person? why do i care about going to college so much? it's fucking life and i'm striving to impress someone so that they can help me get into a harder school when i can go through all this crap again for the next 4 years..and then what? chances are, with my interests, i'm either not going to find a good paying job..or i'm not going to get a job that i like. i'm guessing the latter.
anyway. done with that rant.
so i spent my fabulous day off laying around. it was kind of lame, but it's never felt so good to sleep in. i watched all the sex and the city episodes that were on demand. i almost went shopping, but decided i was too lazy. then i went to adel's with my family for dinner and my best friend dan managsrneila was there. (i don't know how to spell his last name.)
i think we have mr. brown on monday again, so we'll finish the breakfast club. my need to play piano is really getting to me. i mean, i can figure out how to play songs on pianos, but it takes me a while. i can pretty much just find C on it, and go from there. but it would be a lot easier for me, nefi, and hayley to learn this song if one of us could play piano. plus..i wouldn't mind doing my own accompanyment for a solo. that'd be cool.
my mask in ceramics came out of the bisque kiln, but its ears broke off, so i had to file them down. they're just kind of nubs now, but octavio helped me paint it all cool so it's okay. i've gotten a lot of compliments on it, which is cool.
i never understood how people could get pissed off for getting a B in a class..but i had a B in math and i pushed it up to a B+, and then i took a test that i thought i did really good on..and i ended up missing 3 problems, which apparently was enough to bring my grade back down to a B. it pissed me off so much because i could have so easily pushed it up to an A.
what pisses me off even more, though, is that i care so much. what the hell is a grade? seriously. what the hell does it say about a person? why do i care about going to college so much? it's fucking life and i'm striving to impress someone so that they can help me get into a harder school when i can go through all this crap again for the next 4 years..and then what? chances are, with my interests, i'm either not going to find a good paying job..or i'm not going to get a job that i like. i'm guessing the latter.
anyway. done with that rant.