miss the ones that i love a lot- bush
everyone i know goes away in the end-nine inch nails. *sigh* two people. both i miss terribly. have you ever felt like you just really belonged someone where, not belonged with a person, but being with them made you feel that you fit in somewhere in the world. well i'm lost again. lost lost lost. one of these people has just recently moved away, and i'm so used to him being around all the time, and now that he's not it's just so weird...not that i took his presence for granted, i just didn't realize his absence would create such a large hole. and the other one has been (ben) haha gone for quite sometime. god i miss people who understand and appreciate me. i miss real people. i miss getting excited about doing things. i miss being amazed. i know that no one amazing is going to come along for quite some time. or ever again for that matter. i just wish i could create my own little ideal world and not be bothered by anyone outside of it, but this is the real world and no such thing exists. i miss the feeling of the potential for greatness. i miss these people that made everyday happenings into epic adventures. i know that sounds corny. but the right people in your life can make you feel like you're experiences together can match no other. and that together you're an invincible force. i just feel so vunerable right now. all my back up is too far away. anyone else that comes along is just going to be a dissapointment.