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Has anyone ever told you, that when they kissed you, they forget where they are. Well it hurts just as much as it feels amazing. I can't really believe that's a sincere comment, just drunken nonsense. But let's pretend for a second that I'm not the cynic that I am, it's something I'd like to believe. That I have the ability to effect someone. It also hurts because this person is gone now. And I didn't say all the things I wanted to say before he left. This little romance snuck up behind my back, suck the air from my body and sent me floating. I'm sort of lost now. But sometimes it's important to get lost, so you can prove to yourself that you can find your own way. Beauty has once again absenced itself from surrounding area. But definatly not from my life. Life can be enriched by loss. Because you can't have loss without gain. And you cannot be left with a large hole unless it's been filled once. It's sort of like that law of energy we learned in science, energy can niether be created or destroyed. But when energy is transfered, some of it gets lost along the way. So, when someone dear to you goes away (tranfers) that little that gets lost, is the little bit of themselves that they left on you.