my head hurts
Lets put this as blunt as possible , while the taste of vomit is still fresh in my nostrils . I let myself down everytime I drink . I really should stop drinking , Even casualy . But I cant put myself to it . I pick it up like the old habit it is , and when im on it , im a monster , a different person , Ive heard stories , ive seen the outcome a million times . i wish it could be different .