sitting in class
im here in business class...doing nothing. we have this project, and im not doing it right now...its a huge project and weve had like 5 days in the computer lab, but i havnt done shit.
soo here is what ive been thinking about a lot lately. megan thinks smoking is disgusting...and even though she says she really doesnt care. we talked about it for a while last night, and i understand why she wouldnt believe im quiting. i did lie to her about it the first time...i told her that i would tell her when i smoke, but i never did....but for sum reason this time is different...i want to quit. i dont know why really...i mean its because i dont want to do it if it makes megan unhappy, but i mean my body has just had no desire to smoke in the past like week. so here it is...im quiting. i dont know why everyone smokes, because i also realize that when im like 25 and smoking still ill be like smoking a pack and half a day or something, and ill basically be killing myself and thats stupid, i need to quit while i can.
but i have had no desire to smoke a cigarette. i hope everyone helps me out and doesnt push me or even offer me anything.
...anyway....
its almost christmas break, and i know what im getting megan, but i dont know what to get anyone else. i really dont have many freinds that deserve presents from me...but i do have a few...and im not sure what to do....i dont have that much money...and i need to save it for a new amp...everyone else in my band is practically gunna be spoiled this christmas...which isnt really a bad thing...luke is getting a new fucking P.A. haha...jeff is getting a 5150 stack...ryan a new cab that will sound sex with his new marshall head...my parents dont spoil me unfortunatly so i really wont get anything good for x-mas, which is okay all i want is clothes, but my parents cant pick out cute clothes...because they think i dress like a gay guy. hahahah. yesh im gay? i think not....unless megan is secretly a guy. weird. hahah anywayz
im thinking about just typing for like the whole fucking period. that would be retarded, but kinda funny, no one actually reads these livejournal entries i do, so i could like talk a bunch of shit about everyone i know, and you fuckers wouldnt know! lol. serves you right for not reading this....see now im just like typing when i really dont need to be.
"""""Lets coke like we're vacuums and dance our troubles away before we drive our cars off bridges.
Ladies and gentlemen. Boys and girls.
Lets pry her ribs open. And bathe in her chest"""""
<3Fear Before The March of Flames<3
megan really is gettin me into this fear before...ive been listening to them a lot.
i really dont think i need to type anymore since no ones reading...
Byeeeeeeeeeeee x
soo here is what ive been thinking about a lot lately. megan thinks smoking is disgusting...and even though she says she really doesnt care. we talked about it for a while last night, and i understand why she wouldnt believe im quiting. i did lie to her about it the first time...i told her that i would tell her when i smoke, but i never did....but for sum reason this time is different...i want to quit. i dont know why really...i mean its because i dont want to do it if it makes megan unhappy, but i mean my body has just had no desire to smoke in the past like week. so here it is...im quiting. i dont know why everyone smokes, because i also realize that when im like 25 and smoking still ill be like smoking a pack and half a day or something, and ill basically be killing myself and thats stupid, i need to quit while i can.
but i have had no desire to smoke a cigarette. i hope everyone helps me out and doesnt push me or even offer me anything.
...anyway....
its almost christmas break, and i know what im getting megan, but i dont know what to get anyone else. i really dont have many freinds that deserve presents from me...but i do have a few...and im not sure what to do....i dont have that much money...and i need to save it for a new amp...everyone else in my band is practically gunna be spoiled this christmas...which isnt really a bad thing...luke is getting a new fucking P.A. haha...jeff is getting a 5150 stack...ryan a new cab that will sound sex with his new marshall head...my parents dont spoil me unfortunatly so i really wont get anything good for x-mas, which is okay all i want is clothes, but my parents cant pick out cute clothes...because they think i dress like a gay guy. hahahah. yesh im gay? i think not....unless megan is secretly a guy. weird. hahah anywayz
im thinking about just typing for like the whole fucking period. that would be retarded, but kinda funny, no one actually reads these livejournal entries i do, so i could like talk a bunch of shit about everyone i know, and you fuckers wouldnt know! lol. serves you right for not reading this....see now im just like typing when i really dont need to be.
"""""Lets coke like we're vacuums and dance our troubles away before we drive our cars off bridges.
Ladies and gentlemen. Boys and girls.
Lets pry her ribs open. And bathe in her chest"""""
<3Fear Before The March of Flames<3
megan really is gettin me into this fear before...ive been listening to them a lot.
i really dont think i need to type anymore since no ones reading...
Byeeeeeeeeeeee x