Apr 13, 2005 22:03
its finally over...
i dont know what to think because i lost somthing that i loved and a really dont know what i gained yet. the good news is later, in high school, i have a remote chance with her again. somthing to look forward to in high school. but im writing this entry as a reminder to her. i love her so much and i am so glad she is my friend. i respect every decsion she made, and i also think that she is right. i cannot express my love to her anymore because im sure she already knows. i plan to remain friends with her and im sure she will end up being a influential person in my life. im soo thankful for her. and i love her sooo much and i will forever........and, i meant it
so, here's to the end for now
i have become comfortably numb
and before i go, shelby eagan- i'll love you forever (not in that way ben) and i wish i could be you because you're so happy and you've helped me through this so much with you optimisum. I love you shelby, i really do.