Dasha
then again, going to Japan last time turned me into a super extravert.
11:15Marnia
If it isn't "true", then it isn't worth it.
11:18Marnia
lol :3:3 I don't know how people can become "friends" with those they don't really know.
11:19Dasha
well, it's a process you know?
becoming really close friends.
11:19Marnia
It is.
11:20Dasha
you start just hanging out with people and then boom, after a while it's like "... huh, this person just had a huge influence on me. damn."
11:20Marnia
But...I know instinctively if I don't like someone at the very first meeting. Don't you?
11:20Dasha
actually, some of the people I started off not liking
Became some of my best friends haha
11:20Marnia
Ah. I'm very good at first impressions.
Both at making them, and seeing them.
11:21Dasha
what was your first impression of me then? XD
11:22Marnia
I liked you. But,
It's tedious, and it may become even more so.
11:22Dasha
huh? o_o
11:23Marnia
I don't think you will have the strength of mind and patience to stand me long.
11:23Dasha
Honey, I think you're too hard on yourself
11:23Marnia
No, I really don't think you will.
But, we'll see.
11:24Dasha
Like, I used to try to separate myself from people, saying that I was hard to get along with and stuff... But I was actually just making it hard to get along with me because I was scared of trusting people x-x
... I mean, that's just me
but. food for thought
11:24Marnia
shrugs
I understand that I don't trust easily.
But, my methods don't hurt anyone.
So, no matter.
11:28Marnia
hmm. Sorry for the bother then.
11:28Dasha
Oh, no.
Sorry, I got distracted with something
11:29Marnia
It's fine.
I'll leave you alone.
11:29Dasha
... what?
11:29Marnia
?
11:30Dasha
... why are you going to "leave me alone"? I don't get it. x_x
11:30Marnia
I am doing my part to make things easier for the other part, ie, you.
party*
11:31Dasha
that's confusing the other party, by making it seem like they just offended you. Did I? x_x
11:32Marnia
No ma'am.
Then again, wouldn't matter if you did.
No need to take consideration on my part.
11:34Marnia
Change that to "behalf", not "part"
11:34Dasha
... That's not my style XD
people should take care of each other
11:35Marnia
That's all well and good, and I accept that mentality.
It is not necessary to demonstrate it towards me, however.
This should prove to be far simpler for you.
Ah, and for future reference:
If I feel I can no longer contribute to a friendship/relationship, I will cut ties with that person.
Just so you aren't wondering what's going on if/when it happens.
11:37Dasha
... How come?
11:37Marnia
Hmm?
11:38Dasha
Don't you ever just wanna kick it with some old buddies you know everything about?
11:39Marnia
Mmm...no. If I don't talk to people for more than a few months, usually...I cut ties.
Well, actually, about a year, really.
...Or so. Depends.
11:43Marnia
Anyway. My apologies for the bother. I'll make sure to leave you be in the future.
and then, hours past.
(9:36:00 PM) CoE XVIII - Ryuuji V - Freezing XII - Tomehane VI in progress.: About earlier...
(9:36:14 PM) CoE XVIII - Ryuuji V - Freezing XII - Tomehane VI in progress.: I apologize.
(9:36:17 PM) CoE XVIII - Ryuuji V - Freezing XII - Tomehane VI in progress.: I'll leave you alone.
(9:36:30 PM) anti_feel@hotmail.com: again with the whole leaving alone thing? XD
(9:36:51 PM) anti_feel@hotmail.com: Hun you're fine. stop worrying about it.
(9:37:11 PM) CoE XVIII - Ryuuji V - Freezing XII - Tomehane VI in progress.: ...
(9:37:28 PM) anti_feel@hotmail.com: yeah?
(9:38:00 PM) CoE XVIII - Ryuuji V - Freezing XII - Tomehane VI in progress.: I will continue.
(9:38:49 PM) anti_feel@hotmail.com: Do you like Legally Blonde?
(9:39:23 PM) CoE XVIII - Ryuuji V - Freezing XII - Tomehane VI in progress.: No.
(9:39:35 PM) CoE XVIII - Ryuuji V - Freezing XII - Tomehane VI in progress.: Sorry for the bother.
(9:39:42 PM) CoE XVIII - Ryuuji V - Freezing XII - Tomehane VI in progress.: I'll try not to contact you in the future.
(9:39:44 PM) CoE XVIII - Ryuuji V - Freezing XII - Tomehane VI in progress.: I'm sure you won't mind.
(9:39:59 PM) anti_feel@hotmail.com: ... dude, seriously, what in the world are you talking about?
(9:40:01 PM) anti_feel@hotmail.com: x-x
(9:40:18 PM) CoE XVIII - Ryuuji V - Freezing XII - Tomehane VI in progress.: ...Nevermind.
(9:40:21 PM) CoE XVIII - Ryuuji V - Freezing XII - Tomehane VI in progress.: Have a good night.
(9:41:00 PM) anti_feel@hotmail.com: alright, I suppose. You as well.