Hey again
I can't stand playing America's army anymore lol. I love that game. But all the british servers SUCK! So i have to play on american ones. And then i get lag. D: I still kick ass though lol. Can't wait till january. We'll have our own honor server up. Then it can be how i want it and lag freee ;DD
So i suppose it's christmas soon. I'm really not excited D: We haven't got any decorations up yet. And there are still another 2 weeks of school. Which is bs. I'm just gunna play fuck loads of guitar hero on christmas day :]
I'm still in that strange mood. Still listening to coldplay lol. I love them. But i hate this.
It's strange, i tend to plan what i'm going to say in my journal entries, but when it comes to it. I just type whats in my mind and forget everything that was planned.
We had a professional poet come in to school today to work with a group of about 15. Me included. And it was fucking awesome ;D He talked to us about emotions and asked us to choose one emotion, not tell any others in the class. Then he asked us 5 questions about our emotion. The 5 senses. If you could smell, see, touch, hear, taste the emotion. And we had to answer it, then the rest of the class would guess what the emotion was. He also asked us to choose one person close to us. And an object we associate with them. Then we had to describe both of these things, then without us even realizing, he would turn our descriptions into poems. It was so amazing.
I had my first music lesson today for weeks as well. Wasn't that fantastic. Me and joe just did the same thing we do every lunch time. Improve our Drum and Piano duet until it's recording worthy. Which it soon will be after about 5 weeks of work. It's really good lol. Then i had art again. I hate art. Really regret choosing that. I didn't really want to choose it anyway, it's just i couldn't do media studies because only 2 people chose it, including me. So i had to choose something else, so i chose the thing my friends were in. I wish i chose photography or something else. I'd be much better at it, and i'd enjoy it so much more aswell.
I feel really lonley again, lol. Like i posted in that post not that long ago, about me needing someone to love me back. I feel like i let people down someetime just because i cannot be bothered. Like Joe is always asking me to go to gigs with him. (this is a bad example) and i just.. can't be bothered. And i feel like i've dissapointed him. He's asked me if i want to see Lilly Allen. And yeah i like her. But she isn't gig worthy in my opinion. I'm still anoyed i didn't get to see the mighty boosh because i was too ill. God that really did annoy me. Mum said she'd pay for me to go see something next time i really wanted to. But nothing is comming up. The only thing i'm really looking forward to is Counting Crows. That should be so good. Proberly the best gig of my life lol. But that was prosponed. Was meant to happen this month. But now its in.. may, or march, or something? I can't remember.
Anyway. Now i'm sat at the computer again, as always, night after night. And i suppose i better go. To be on the computer some more and not do anything fun and exciting ;D
There's not even anyone interesting online to talk to. I hate nights like this. I can't play games well. No one to talk to. People are busy. I just want to do something fun and interesting. And i know, if i pick up my guitar now. It'll be "shut up, i'm trying to watch tv". So now i'm going to go and drink my tea, and listen to some more coldplay.
Goodnight
Btw. Plenty of spelling mistakes in this as expected. And i cannot be bothered to go through all of them.
So i suppose it's christmas soon. I'm really not excited D: We haven't got any decorations up yet. And there are still another 2 weeks of school. Which is bs. I'm just gunna play fuck loads of guitar hero on christmas day :]
I'm still in that strange mood. Still listening to coldplay lol. I love them. But i hate this.
It's strange, i tend to plan what i'm going to say in my journal entries, but when it comes to it. I just type whats in my mind and forget everything that was planned.
We had a professional poet come in to school today to work with a group of about 15. Me included. And it was fucking awesome ;D He talked to us about emotions and asked us to choose one emotion, not tell any others in the class. Then he asked us 5 questions about our emotion. The 5 senses. If you could smell, see, touch, hear, taste the emotion. And we had to answer it, then the rest of the class would guess what the emotion was. He also asked us to choose one person close to us. And an object we associate with them. Then we had to describe both of these things, then without us even realizing, he would turn our descriptions into poems. It was so amazing.
I had my first music lesson today for weeks as well. Wasn't that fantastic. Me and joe just did the same thing we do every lunch time. Improve our Drum and Piano duet until it's recording worthy. Which it soon will be after about 5 weeks of work. It's really good lol. Then i had art again. I hate art. Really regret choosing that. I didn't really want to choose it anyway, it's just i couldn't do media studies because only 2 people chose it, including me. So i had to choose something else, so i chose the thing my friends were in. I wish i chose photography or something else. I'd be much better at it, and i'd enjoy it so much more aswell.
I feel really lonley again, lol. Like i posted in that post not that long ago, about me needing someone to love me back. I feel like i let people down someetime just because i cannot be bothered. Like Joe is always asking me to go to gigs with him. (this is a bad example) and i just.. can't be bothered. And i feel like i've dissapointed him. He's asked me if i want to see Lilly Allen. And yeah i like her. But she isn't gig worthy in my opinion. I'm still anoyed i didn't get to see the mighty boosh because i was too ill. God that really did annoy me. Mum said she'd pay for me to go see something next time i really wanted to. But nothing is comming up. The only thing i'm really looking forward to is Counting Crows. That should be so good. Proberly the best gig of my life lol. But that was prosponed. Was meant to happen this month. But now its in.. may, or march, or something? I can't remember.
Anyway. Now i'm sat at the computer again, as always, night after night. And i suppose i better go. To be on the computer some more and not do anything fun and exciting ;D
There's not even anyone interesting online to talk to. I hate nights like this. I can't play games well. No one to talk to. People are busy. I just want to do something fun and interesting. And i know, if i pick up my guitar now. It'll be "shut up, i'm trying to watch tv". So now i'm going to go and drink my tea, and listen to some more coldplay.
Goodnight
Btw. Plenty of spelling mistakes in this as expected. And i cannot be bothered to go through all of them.