I want to fucking tear you apaarrt!!
Well, where to begin....not much has happened lately....
to start....Kat left for Greece on some school trip on thursday...shell return next Satuday. 10 DAYS WITHOUT HER!! Ive never felt so alone in my life. Like being used to seeing her almost everyday for awhile now, its been a tough 2 days for me. I know its going to be a long week if I keep thinking about it, but its hard. Shes my everything and not having her around when I need her really sucks. Im feeling very distant from a lot of my friends. In a way I dont mind it. Like awhile ago, if nobody would call me for 3-4 days, I would feel very depressed, but now its like whatever beacause I have Kat and she calls me everyday or I see her. So now...since nobody calls me (Not even my own MOM, to check up on me or see where I am, which I should feel totally happy about because she lets me live my life!), but...shes not here. Im alone basically...
Football....have tryouts in a couple of weeks at weston fury. Nike premier team....all that good stuff...could be really good for me...if im healthy in time. Hernia X_X
The guys at miami shores..charging 5 bucks to play!! Biggest bull....but w.e im signed up....i need the practice....not all the bullshit yelling and stoping the games every 2 min because of some dumb shit. WESTON FURY SAVE ME!! AHHH!!
Grades have been slipping.....and Im getting a lil depressed by it. Im feeling the pressures of end of year...college being 2 years away and Im not producing, hard as I try, and that depresses me. Ive never been in such a slump. How am I gonna get bright futures? Will I go to college? How will I support my family? these are the thoughts that plague me every day....
My nano broke....I think Im gonna go cry now...i need to find a way to exchange it or go fuck myself.....I cant live without it again...I just cant....
thats about it....
see you later space cowboy