Aug 25, 2005 20:22
i just got in a really sad mood.. i came home and ninas # was on the caller id, so i ran into the living room and checked the messages.. cuz i know if i didnt, then my mom would listen to them and delete the one from dan...
im just wicked sad.. i miss my big brother, and theres nothing i can do to get him back.. my moms been nothin but a raging bitch since he moved out, and its just not the same.. its too lonely.. and Me and steve hang out as much as we can when he has off.. but still.. i Miss dan.
and i know its something that i have to get used to, but its hard.. i feel like i lost Half of me...
well hopefully dan and nina get their own appartment soon so i can see him whenever i want
well.. sorry 4 the bitching.. its just been bothering Me..
LoveALways
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