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Mirah was great!! Im over at eireanns (traintracks), shes at work, coming home at 5. this trip is so nice, spent mostly alone so far, but i will have good company the rest of the trip :). david better call me or go to the party. he hasnt called since wednesday, when he said he was gonna call later that night, and didnt, then he didnt call yesterday, to say "hey sorry i didnt call you back" but no he didnt, and now hes not calling today! GOD DAMMIT! lol theres a song by the blow that is similar to what im saying, except that it wasnt her boyfriend, it was this guy that she talked with outside of a party for an hour, and she thought for sure he would call but he didnt, lol the girl from the blow is funny, shes always talking on stage. and during songs, same with mirah. hmmm ramen water is almost boiling. im really enjoying being solitary on this trip, thats how i planned it, and i brought lots of books, and i just finished my 9th notebook, so im starting on my 10th. this notebook is gonna help me instead of, i dont know. my notebooks have helped me a lot over the years, they've given me a place to vent, for much of the time the only place i vented, besides sam, but now i cant talk to sam, he even said hearing other peoples problems is bad for him says his therapist...so i have kept myself (my true self) from everyone except myself and my notebooks, but they are filled with so much, bad stuff,