one more cup of coffee.

[anticfacade]

since i've come home from my brothers wedding i've been thinking a lot about my friendships, mostly comparing my friends in kalamazoo to the ones from home. There's something so comfortable with the people in Bay City, even with the friends I've made with the past year or so, which is so different than here. I feel like I have to try so hard with some of them and that i'm probably only friends with them because of the given circumstances through living in the dorm. Not that these people are bad friends, it's just not as relaxed of a relationship as I'd like and their personalities are completely different than my friends from home. I've also considered the thought that it could be that I've lived with most of my friends here, so there's no surprise or thrill in calling them to meet up later. I'm not complaining, if that's what you're starting to think. I just thought it was a little peculiar and wondered if anyone else felt the same.

I'm also feeling a little inspired lately. I've started a summer art project. See also: Jack Johnson's music video "Sitting, Waiting, Wishing."

I'm surrounded by couples everywhere i go. God hates me.