Ten days later
So I have decided to write! Again it has been a while, mostly because I haven’t been around a computer long enough to write such an entry. I am at home right now but soon will be leaving to go downtown and see the one who makes my heart flutter. Anyway the reason I haven’t been home is well because for the past two weeks I have been staying somewhere, with someone special to me, if you know me you know who this is. My mom has been getting rather irritated with me just because I usually don’t check in when I’m not going to be home, but I have been doing better with that. My car is out of commission, lets put it this way, don’t try to take corners at 50-55 mph while running from a crazy person, instead just take it slow and wait till he rams you, then you can get insurance money out of it, which I should’ve done in my case but I chose to run and thus leaving a crack in my oil pan which will cost $179 to fix.
Here is some food for thought, if you are offered a “recreational drug” by someone, TAKE IT WITH THEM, don’t wait until you are home alone to take them, people spend good money on these drugs sometimes so be a pal next time and join the fun.
So an update on the little Jessica situation…It is no more people, I say again, it is no more. Though it ended the way it did, I am happy where I am now. I found that trying to keep a “relationship” going in secrecy and only being able to talk on the phone doesn’t work for me, it may for others but not me, especially when you have someone who you can spend time with and love every second of time spent with that someone. She had someone new lined up anyway, that I did know about, but to BJ I thank you for telling Linzy that information so it could be passed on to me.
Ah, Subway, the stress and tension built up inside me so much last week that I actually had some sort of breakdown, I don’t know what kind of breakdown it was but it helped because now I get to work the store side more than Subway. Now when I work at the store side it is almost worth the 17 mile drive, especially when I know that around 6 o’clock that someone will be coming to see me.
Now its time to address my other LJ account, to those of you who think it is stupid. GET OVER IT! I was once told when I do something like getting a private LJ, I must accept the consequences, and well here is my rebuttal, if you are going to worry about my personal life so much as to bitch about it to other people, except the consequence of losing my friendship. To those who joke about it, no worries, because I know you haven’t got a problem with it so I will laugh right along side you.
Well it is about time for me to call Ryan to pick me up so he can give me a ride downtown. Until next time. Oh and to the people who take time out of their day to give me rides places because of my irresponsible driving, I THANK YOU!
Here is some food for thought, if you are offered a “recreational drug” by someone, TAKE IT WITH THEM, don’t wait until you are home alone to take them, people spend good money on these drugs sometimes so be a pal next time and join the fun.
So an update on the little Jessica situation…It is no more people, I say again, it is no more. Though it ended the way it did, I am happy where I am now. I found that trying to keep a “relationship” going in secrecy and only being able to talk on the phone doesn’t work for me, it may for others but not me, especially when you have someone who you can spend time with and love every second of time spent with that someone. She had someone new lined up anyway, that I did know about, but to BJ I thank you for telling Linzy that information so it could be passed on to me.
Ah, Subway, the stress and tension built up inside me so much last week that I actually had some sort of breakdown, I don’t know what kind of breakdown it was but it helped because now I get to work the store side more than Subway. Now when I work at the store side it is almost worth the 17 mile drive, especially when I know that around 6 o’clock that someone will be coming to see me.
Now its time to address my other LJ account, to those of you who think it is stupid. GET OVER IT! I was once told when I do something like getting a private LJ, I must accept the consequences, and well here is my rebuttal, if you are going to worry about my personal life so much as to bitch about it to other people, except the consequence of losing my friendship. To those who joke about it, no worries, because I know you haven’t got a problem with it so I will laugh right along side you.
Well it is about time for me to call Ryan to pick me up so he can give me a ride downtown. Until next time. Oh and to the people who take time out of their day to give me rides places because of my irresponsible driving, I THANK YOU!