I get buried underneath all the things they think you are
Do you ever get the feeling that something is wrong but you
Somehow, this weekend ended up being bad. Not exactly bad, I guess. Maybe "not right" is a better way to describe it? My friend Travis came to visit for the whole weekend and we went to see one of our favorite bands play a show and it should have been the best weekend ever.
On Saturday, we bought one day CTA passes (for unlimited train/bus use) and went all over the city. I haven't been sleeping well so I was dead tired to begin with and I felt like a horrible friend because all I want to do right now is pull away from everyone and be by myself for a while.
I feel like I am trying to do too much. I feel like everyone wants something different from me and I very much feel like I am letting everyone down in some way. Most of all, I feel like I am letting myself down for making so many compromises with my life. I was so optimistic when I was in college. After college people close to me made sure all of my dreams were prompty crushed and replaced with what they thought I should be doing. I'm trying to remember what I wanted out of life and find that optimism again.
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I hate feeling like some people are avoiding me. Things seem fine between us one day and then the next they stop responding to emails/texts or don't talk to me when we are in the same place. I'm not sure what I have been doing lately but I feel like there is a mass exodus going on in my life. Am I the only one that experiences this?
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Something is wrong in my life right now. I hope I figure it out soon so I can fix the problem.
Somehow, this weekend ended up being bad. Not exactly bad, I guess. Maybe "not right" is a better way to describe it? My friend Travis came to visit for the whole weekend and we went to see one of our favorite bands play a show and it should have been the best weekend ever.
On Saturday, we bought one day CTA passes (for unlimited train/bus use) and went all over the city. I haven't been sleeping well so I was dead tired to begin with and I felt like a horrible friend because all I want to do right now is pull away from everyone and be by myself for a while.
I feel like I am trying to do too much. I feel like everyone wants something different from me and I very much feel like I am letting everyone down in some way. Most of all, I feel like I am letting myself down for making so many compromises with my life. I was so optimistic when I was in college. After college people close to me made sure all of my dreams were prompty crushed and replaced with what they thought I should be doing. I'm trying to remember what I wanted out of life and find that optimism again.
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I hate feeling like some people are avoiding me. Things seem fine between us one day and then the next they stop responding to emails/texts or don't talk to me when we are in the same place. I'm not sure what I have been doing lately but I feel like there is a mass exodus going on in my life. Am I the only one that experiences this?
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Something is wrong in my life right now. I hope I figure it out soon so I can fix the problem.