Wow...
The easiest way to say this is... I'm fucked. How many years am I gonna keep doing the same things before I stop? I was reading an entry from 2010 talking about how I was waiting to get pills from Marla, and here it is 2012 n nothing has changed except the people and places. I went to detox last week and signed myself out AMA, thinking I could do it on my own. NOPE! I used for like a week straight n now I really have to do it myself. I'm in over my head, but hey.. what else is new?