excited/frustrated/sick... again.
tonite is the bright eyes/ faint show which i ahve had tickets for and ahve been looking forward to for months. sadly, im still fuckign sick. woo hoo.... im prolly gonna have to take a small pad of paper and a pen to communicate w/ others cause there is no way in hell i will be able to talk loud enough. goodie. i doptn wanna take the tylenol w/ codeine either cause it makes me wigged out unless i pass out.... plus im sure even tho the usf sundome deosnt permit smokign, everyone there will indeed be puffing on cancer sticks. (i still havent had one in 3 weeks. yay me!) im sure that will make my throat feel much worse as well. :( blah. i feel like such a pansy ass....
well, i have, you guessed it, another throat infection. (is this #4?!? oh m, i think it is. or was the one thing a complication from the abscess???) i have to have my tonsils out here eventually (the doc wasnt clear as to when, just that i need to find financial help or some sort of insurance, im not too optomistic...especailyl sicne i passed on insurance thru the job last october...) im not contagious or anything, and im back on antibiotics.. again! this is jsut getting to be quite frustrating and uncomfortable. i keep crying like a baby. im supposed to be going to nyc in about 15 days, too, and the dr was vague about me being able to do that, as well. he said if im "feeling better" i can go. feelign better has only lasted a few days before yet another infection occurs...
im still not feeling the love and get well wishes... :( ( lisa you have let me down. noteven a home made card w/ mokey heads on it?!? *sigh*)
well, i have, you guessed it, another throat infection. (is this #4?!? oh m, i think it is. or was the one thing a complication from the abscess???) i have to have my tonsils out here eventually (the doc wasnt clear as to when, just that i need to find financial help or some sort of insurance, im not too optomistic...especailyl sicne i passed on insurance thru the job last october...) im not contagious or anything, and im back on antibiotics.. again! this is jsut getting to be quite frustrating and uncomfortable. i keep crying like a baby. im supposed to be going to nyc in about 15 days, too, and the dr was vague about me being able to do that, as well. he said if im "feeling better" i can go. feelign better has only lasted a few days before yet another infection occurs...
im still not feeling the love and get well wishes... :( ( lisa you have let me down. noteven a home made card w/ mokey heads on it?!? *sigh*)