oh yea, for those of you who didnt know, repost from sat. the 21st from myspace.com
****repost from myspace from alst weekend...*****
take me to the hosptial.....
Current mood: crazy
so, i was put in the hospital for about 48 hours on observation and hooked up to a IV from my sickness. it was freakign crazy. i thought i was going to die before beign admitted because i couldnt even swallow water and it was starting to get harder to breathe. i ended up getting so strung out feeling. i was jsut passing out left and right for lengths of time and floating back into soemwhat consciousness before they even hooked me up to the IV. i wasnt as scared as i thought i would be and im home now, although i still ahve to take antibiotics. i ahvent had a gigarette in almsot 2 weeks and i want one so bad but think that maybe this is a good time to quit. (altough i know me and ill prolly drunkenly start the whole damn process all over again. even now im just jonesing for nicotine so bad. just to hold that lil smokey smoke ... i cant stop thinking about you camel lights!!! *sigh*) i want a fuckign drink so bad. as far as i know i am on antibiotcs till about next fridy, which means i cant drink prolly til about monday, god willing .so maybe i will be seen at the castle getting my much needed and awaited drink on. (not even this monday, the next one.. :( ) i ahve a follow up appointment w/ the ears/nose/throat specialist this monday and i hope to ehar nothing but really good news. that would be super. you bet yer ass the first nite i can get hammered, i will.... on that nite, i hope all of you will raise a bottle w/ me. cheers, thank you very much, cheers.
take me to the hosptial.....
Current mood: crazy
so, i was put in the hospital for about 48 hours on observation and hooked up to a IV from my sickness. it was freakign crazy. i thought i was going to die before beign admitted because i couldnt even swallow water and it was starting to get harder to breathe. i ended up getting so strung out feeling. i was jsut passing out left and right for lengths of time and floating back into soemwhat consciousness before they even hooked me up to the IV. i wasnt as scared as i thought i would be and im home now, although i still ahve to take antibiotics. i ahvent had a gigarette in almsot 2 weeks and i want one so bad but think that maybe this is a good time to quit. (altough i know me and ill prolly drunkenly start the whole damn process all over again. even now im just jonesing for nicotine so bad. just to hold that lil smokey smoke ... i cant stop thinking about you camel lights!!! *sigh*) i want a fuckign drink so bad. as far as i know i am on antibiotcs till about next fridy, which means i cant drink prolly til about monday, god willing .so maybe i will be seen at the castle getting my much needed and awaited drink on. (not even this monday, the next one.. :( ) i ahve a follow up appointment w/ the ears/nose/throat specialist this monday and i hope to ehar nothing but really good news. that would be super. you bet yer ass the first nite i can get hammered, i will.... on that nite, i hope all of you will raise a bottle w/ me. cheers, thank you very much, cheers.