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I don't want to date a friend.. Good friend.. Best friend. this is not working and its time to let him know. He barely kisses me. Its not that i am all/only about sex.. No not even sex.. Affection.. But it makes me feel close to whoever i am with and lets me show them that i care in other ways that words. I try so hard to feel close and get to that level without the physical part but the longer this goes on.. The more i only see him as a friend. He makes me feel dirty for wanting him. Not meaning to i'm sure.. But.. Its pretty much over i think. Someone needs to tell me i'm being stupid and be happy i found a hot guy who isn't about sex.