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Nov 17, 2007 11:23

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Things have been so... complicated lately. I'm not sure where to begin. Kanda and I have been avoiding each other since, well, since something happened. But during a curse his age decreased and he sort of stuck around me all day. I'm sure it was just child instinct, but Elaine mentioned he could have gone to anyone. If I think of it being anything more than child instinct, though... No, it's not even worth considering at this point.

I suppose the end of that curse could have gone a little better... A lot better in fact. I planned to take him back to his room when he fell asleep so hopefully the curse would just wear off. I guess I fell asleep as well. Ugh... what a mess.

But Lenalee is here. Returned? Was she here before? Like I was too, apparently? No... it seems different, like she really has been here before and remembers it. I... ugh. Whatever issues Kanda and I may have shouldn't come in the way of meeting Lenalee again. I wonder what she'll think now. Heh, I suppose I look a little different to the time she's from. My Innocence hadn't been re-activated itself then. I hope-- er, I won't know until I see her.

Rabi. I don't know where he's gone. I hope he's okay. I'd ask him except he doesn't seem to stay still long enough to ask. Maybe being here is harder for him than I thought before. Him and Kanda have been here longer than I have... It's almost been two months now. Hmmm... And there's still nothing we can do about it. I'm surprised Master hasn't shot someone already...

Alexiel... spoke to me about my sins recently, after the curse. I'm really not sure what to think on that.

Mana, I wonder if you're laughing at how much I'm worrying right now. I wouldn't blame you if you were...

Okay. Let's do this.
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Miranda, I haven't seen you since the curse day, you may not even remember. I'm sorry for startling you then, are you all right now?

Ahh... L-Lenalee, er... I'm sorry, I should have come to see you already. I'm a bad friend, even after I promised-- Let me treat you to lunch? I think we have a lot to catch up on, and back-track on. Shall I come find you soon?

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Kanda. Give me back my sheets. Jerk. It's cold.

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elaine, miranda, nerves need to go away noa, rabi, alexiel, mana, lenalee, post curse days, master, !polychromatic, stupid yuusaurus, kanda, kanda is a jerk, bad friend

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