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[antiakuma]

Lala
Guzol
Tapp
Suman
General Yeegar
Anita
Mahoja
So many finders and Exorcists
For even a short while, Kanda, Rabi, Krory and Chaoji.
And Mana...

It seems like a curse today, but either way I could never forget. It may not be one of the job requirements by some people's standards, but I will always make it my business to remember, no matter what

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[notrlyjesus]

...you remember those because?

And yeah. Elaine's gonna be hard to do without. But you never know. She might come back.

[antiakuma]

Because they died as part of our cause, either fighting with us or caught in the cross-fire.

I'm hard pressed to say "I hope so" because I don't know how many people would want to return here, but even so I do hope we meet again one day.

[notrlyjesus]

.... I remember the people who died, but I try not to think about it too much. Remembering them can't hurt anything, though.

It's Elaine. If she does come back, it's gotta be 'cause she wanted to see us again.

[antiakuma]

I really can't help but remember them and honour them. I learnt the hard way about death being final so this is the best way I feel they can live on.

Heh, I suppose you're right about that. When you put it that way then if she does return I'll try not to have any guilt for it.

[notrlyjesus]

I know, but it'd still depress me to think too much about it. I do remember, and I do honor them, though. You're right.

You shouldn't feel guilty. If anyone should feel guilty about people being here it's the deities.

[antiakuma]

It's painful, I won't deny that. It's not something everyone has to do, just the way I handle it.

Like the deities are going to feel guilty over something they enjoy so much...

[notrlyjesus]

I understand.

....

Ruri, she was the first one I knew
Katou
Nidheg
Voice
Arachne
Zaphikel
Kira
Katan
Rosiel

And for a short time, Sara and me.

I too, won't forget any of them, and the sacrifices they made. I'm not sure Kirie counts, since I killed her for killing Sara, but I won't forget her either.

I couldn't help myself from listing them.

I...I don't know so much if they enjoy it. I found out recently there's people above them, so they might just be puppets themselves. Or, in the least, being used.

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[antiakuma]

Mm... I know you understand, Setsuna. It's reassuring.

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[antiakuma]

People above the deities? How did you find this out?

[notrlyjesus]

Alexiel told me. She said they came before. And for me...that changes a lot of things. At least how I view the deities.