Wow...WoW.
I stayed home from work today because I'm sick. I live with my boyfriend, and he was glad that I decided not to go in that way he could "take care of me all day". Well, it's now 6pm and I'm on the couch, where I've been all day. And guess where my boyfriend is? On the computer, where he's been all day playing WoW. This isn't unusual, but I'm just so tired of feeling like I have to compete for his attention. How can I be jealous of a computer? I've talked to him about how I feel completely replaced by his obsession and he said that we could compromise and he'd play less. He has been playing less, but only by an hour or so. In his eyes though this is a huge sacrifice.
Don't get me wrong - I don't want to change my boyfriend. I love him and I want him to do what makes him happy...I just wish that maybe I was more included in that group of things. So I'm going to take a moment to be selfish and say that I'm sick, I feel pretty shitty, & I just want my damn boyfriend to come over and give me a hug. But I won't say it out loud, because that would be rude.
Don't get me wrong - I don't want to change my boyfriend. I love him and I want him to do what makes him happy...I just wish that maybe I was more included in that group of things. So I'm going to take a moment to be selfish and say that I'm sick, I feel pretty shitty, & I just want my damn boyfriend to come over and give me a hug. But I won't say it out loud, because that would be rude.