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May 26, 2006 09:52

schools almost out. im really not that excited yet.
i guess im still in shock that this year is almost over
cause it feels like a jail sentence and i cant believe im
almost released. i feel bored and stunned and plain.
i look like like a bag woman with my MEGA bed head and my
1978 Tangerine Bowl marathon t-shirt with dirty guys pants and flip flops that have near holes. i dont care. ive been spacing out homework and plans and life
i dont feel like i even exist anymore cause im so bored.
i had my first cup of coffee this morning in a long time
man it was sweet and pristine. god why did i even try to give it up?
im just so tired of living as a child and still having lame habits and an imature laugh and i feel like i should be more grown up and start wearing bras and underwear other that arent white and possibly stop wearing mix matched earings. but that just how i feel. i actually dont care.
its grand.
peace.

un desiferable

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