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roxy is yelling although i am talking i ask nicley to not yell but there still seems to be yelling. i am bored of this yelling and argueing. i wont let roxy touch me so she is yelling at me and because i wont talk she is mad now she is talking to her mom about why she is yelling. it is pissing me off and i usually break up with her and try to stay away but somehow cant. i hate this all me and her do is argue and complain and bitch and blah blah blah. from now on love is gay and fucking stupid and shouldnt be an emostion not even a thought. roxy is still angry because i wont talk or let her touch me but i dont want to talk because i am angry and i dont want to be touched. but because i wont talk roxy is screaming and because i wont touch her she screams and kicks her stuff. now she is telling me to keep bitching. now she wants me to stop. i want to talk. not scream. now i am going to retire to the floor to sleep for 30 minutes in wich then i am leaving to go to the doctors to have my staples removed. hold on journal i have to stop to talk to roxy.; she says so. so i have to stop updating. it is all my fualt i am wrong the whole thing i started. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck roxy figured me out i get mad about something and when i think about what makes me mad....it gets me mad. spomething like that but she is being nice and i am being a dick head and asshole a dick and what not but thats what i am so im sorry. roxy says im making it worse by updating. i am going to not talk because i cant say anythign without starting something. this is my last update because i will not go on the computer anymore for like a ewf days until then adios.