sure, why not.
I am rejuvinating my LiveJournal.
this layout and these colors are becomming grungy. i can no longer admire my own drive out because it has turned into an object of uglyness. oh well, fuck it.
One friend has been moving aimlessly away. i don't think she understands the "brain wave" of friendship. meantime, us others will be pretty much enjoying the full play of friday. tonight, i'm going out with emily and halley, hopefully to meet up with john and maybe see randi, and not wanting to see that clingy bitch. On the bright side, there is no bright side. so i'll share a troubled story with all you who don't even care. my family is cunty. it's fine to yell at marisa because she's stupid. well ok, i may not be bright but i can kick anyones ass when i'm mad. here's another story: i hate paying for shows. most people go to shows to enjoy the music and have a good time. simultaneously, i had just burnt 10 bucks. that for me is a complication on account of my mom not giving me money, ever. luckily enough for me, it's chanukah. which means alot of money and maybe even that digital camera i wanted. yeah i'm jewish, by command and not by choice. if it was up to me there wouldn't be religion. i don't think it's pressing to have a religious entity. unless you aren't happy with anything else, and you need something to believe in because believing in yourself isn't an option. i won't go too far with this. sunday i am migrating to cancun for a week. maybe i'll meet some people. that doesn't happen very often because i don't push myself to talk to anyone at all. have a good vacation, a merry christmas, a happy hanukah, and all that other shit celebrated can have a happy one too.