man..my lungs are clean
i stayed home today and slept. i got what i wanted because i lied. which just proves, you have to lie to get what you want sometimes. and for me, its all the time. now im trying to finish up all my work before i fail out of school. i couldnt sleep last nite. i had the craziest dream. part of it was a game. i had to try to go underneath the net without the ugly animal killing me. so i ran underneath the net and britt and steph were standing there. the animal starts chewing on my hand and steph came and saved me from the ugly animal. then i had to sleep in my moms room because i was really scared. tomorrows friday and im so excited. and the reason i am excited..well i cant tell you that. i want alot of mony :(. it makes me sad. but i have come to realize, you cant always get what you want. i hope ill smile tomorrow. once again, things arent going my way.