all because of God
God is showing me something today. He made clear to me that the beauty and intensity of the last days and weeks was not from me but from Him. Somehow I had been thinking it all depended on me and that I had been especially wise or faithful to have found this new intense reality. But that wasn't true, God had just graced me. It's all about God's generosity and faithfulness.
I felt so empty this morning, so empty of the depth and beauty of the last days. Then just now I read a bit in the word and the fire and burning inside returned. Thank you, Abba, you are disciplining me and your beatings are pure love. You mean it so well. Thank you for making me your kid in Jesus. I also thank you for the new self esteem you have given me, that I am a masterwork of yours like all the other people.
I felt so empty this morning, so empty of the depth and beauty of the last days. Then just now I read a bit in the word and the fire and burning inside returned. Thank you, Abba, you are disciplining me and your beatings are pure love. You mean it so well. Thank you for making me your kid in Jesus. I also thank you for the new self esteem you have given me, that I am a masterwork of yours like all the other people.