Hmm

[anti_me2extreme]

Well, as ussual, its been a while. I have yet another nephew as of the 23rd of March (Robert Thomas McMicheal, 10 pds ). I dont know if I really have much else to say, but we shall see. I'm really bored right now and in a kind of awkward mellowed out mood. I've been feeling so lazy since Jessy moved away. I'm 18, out of school, without a job, and I live at home watching t.v. If it wasnt for sean, i'd feel almost completely useless. I really do need to get a job and stop relying on everybody else. I use Seans car to get me to and from his house, and if i want to do anything else, i have to hope that one of my 3-5 friends is available. I'm waiting to hear about this post office job that my mothers husband told me about. I know i should be out there getting applications, since the other one most likely wont work out, but I think I'm kind of scared. I like being a lazy spoiled brat and being able to spend as much time with Sean as I want. But at the same time, again, I hate being so god damned dependent on everyone else, like I'm everyone elses responsability. Ugh, i dont know. Pointless and bored rants really. I think I'll go read, not much else to do at 3 am. So yeah, Im out

-Much Kitty Lovin' to Sean' and Hearty Hellos to anyone else-