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carson turns one year old next week.
i have been really worried about him lately. i have actually been having nightmares about him dieing, and i know that sounds morbid, but a lot of you dont know the situation. yesterday in english the class was talking about dead babies and i couldnt help but cry a little. i am so afraid for him, he is so fragile.
even now, just thinking about him.. im starting to cry. i just havent had positive feelings about his situation lately.