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right...my life has changed. instead of a focus on the things i've come to love. friends or art. its all about money, i have to pay to learn to live to do anything i want to do because there is nothing that is free. we pay to breathe by paying to live and so on and so forth. its a vicious circle and in the middle of it all lies money, silently laughing to itself. why is that? how can the dollar be so powerful that it could change someone who is a determined free spirit like myself, into a "working man". i dont want to be defined by what i do. i want to be defined by who i am. and if i continue on this way im just going to be another mindless worker ant. but for now i have to do this, at least until i'm out of the whole. then i can consider something new and different. i have to go to sleep now. my job demands it.